He said, "I wish you get all the happiness in the world".
She replied, "But I want you, and for me the whole world means you".
He said, "I am not the world; you need to see through me, beyond me, to really see the world".
She said, "I dont want to; I want you, coz each time I see life without you it feels empty".
He said, "It feels empty, coz you are not opening your eyes when I am not around...its empty coz you are not greeting the rest of the world coz you wish to be with me".
She said, "So why is it wrong, if I want to be with YOU?"
He said, "BYE".
Never ever did it looked like falling apart, never ever did they think beyond "US and WE"; never ever did they thought they will have a discussion, which only had I, you, me...and no US or WE.
He always had answers to all the questions, he always had a logic to make it look right, he always had the words to make it look easy, he always had his thoughts clear as to how it will work, well....he "almost always" had a way to bring her a smile....Almost always......
Why do people fall short of expectations...why do people falter from their commitments...why do people break those promises....why does that smile which made you smile, makes you unhappy....
The easy escape is to blame the circumstances, the easier way it to blame people, the easiest way is to blame your self.......but is life really so long that you have the time to live it blaming people, cursing situations, and crying about what you could not.......Nah...its not....
Yes, you did not meet expectations, big deal, its not that you did not try.....even if the question is did you try hard enough....still, whats the fuss, you did TRY...you did what you could!!!!!!!
Yes, you did commit and did not deliver, bid deal, its not that you did it to HURT someone...even if the question is that you did hurt someone....still, what the heck, you dint feel proud about doing so (unless you are a sadist)....
Yes, you broke a few promises, and maybe some dreams and a heart along with that....still, you did it with some intentions (which, maybe, only you know), and if the intentions were right...its good to take that stand of not standing by your promises.....
That smile does not bring happiness to you now, coz you are not the reason for it now...it makes you unhappy coz you did not bring that smile.....but was it not HE who said " I wish you get all the happiness in the world".......
To be in love is fairly easy, to let go that love is difficult and to be happy to see that love go is beyond the measurements of ease/difficulty.......
You will eventually not be unhappy for "that" someone else's smile...you will eventually be the reason for "another" someone else's smile....You will eventually find a reason to.........
Well....Almost Always :)
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Didn't know that you were back to blogging. Nice one.
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